Fake Plastic Trees

最近常常想起這首歌的旋律
在一個人走著15分鐘的回家路上
在城市裡不會有真正停止的時候
太多的大量製造與消費
再產生太多的浪費
這裡的人事物的消長之間就像在跑步機上運動
沒有停止也沒有前進

"In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself"
就連城市都厭倦了

即使在集約的社會裡
貌似大家追求的對與錯,道德觀什麼的
以為認知裡的正常就是正常
但是各種不同的人其實一樣會面臨各種選擇
沒錯
就是選擇
假如你意識到這點的話
起碼接下來的人生還可以重新來過
過生活以及為了生活
塑膠樹般的存在



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But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run

And it wears me out, it wears me out
It wears me out, it wears me out

And if I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted
All the time, all the time
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I wish I was special

But I'm a creep





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When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out
She runs runs runs runs
Runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here

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好像記憶中的Back to SPIN每次結束前都會放Creep
突然從放縱的搖晃變成安靜的搖擺
相擁著彼此氣息回想起那個美好時光


我想再也沒有比Creep更赤裸的告白
這是一首我想唱給你聽的情歌


假如你能把我帶走。