Control

今天看完了control花了我大半天的時間
Sam Riley演的超像Ian Curtis的阿!!!尤其是抽菸的樣子根本一模模一樣樣!!!
還有片中也有演唱這2首經典名曲我覺得Sam Riley的團應該也會紅!!!
推薦對自己本身還有所矛盾及疑惑的人可以看看這部片
這部雖然是Ian Curtis的傳記電影但我覺得裡頭很貼近我們這世代一些年輕人的想法
不知道為什麼文案要下"沒聽過Joy Division 別說你懂搖滾樂"???
幹麻一定要懂???
當Ian對Debbie說我不愛你了響起的是Love will tear us apart
對於愛情與婚姻充滿了罪惡感及矛盾
不想跟Debbie離婚卻又離不開Annik
Ian在自殺前一晚甚至還對妻子說我不想失去你但我想繼續跟她在一起

演唱時的Ian總是冷漠而且疏離,肢體扭曲的跳著怪異的舞步
感受到強烈的沮喪和人生中的許多迷惑
還沒辦法釐清卻愈來愈不能控制
Ian覺得他搞砸了一切認為沒有人了解他所付出的
樂團在短時間內成名但Ian卻迷惑了到底要的是什麼?
加上他因為癲癇發作無法控制所苦最後總總因素使得年輕的他選擇自殺
在舞台上激烈的像要掏出心肺般的唱著吼著跳著直到失去重心倒下為止才能平靜下來這失控的人生吧!!

我覺得這部片要是沒有用黑白手法拍攝可能沒辦法這麼精準的呈現Ian內心的掙扎
這大概是一種表現主義很鮮明又深刻的把23歲自殺的Ian Curtis留下敬意的一部片
看完後
一種悲傷跟無奈會像微暈的燈光一樣幽幽的卻有存在感
我想起了許多事
對生命的失望最終沒有被音樂拯救
能有不一樣的選擇嗎?我想答案是沒有或是無法
人生中有很多疑問有很多痛苦有很多痛…這樣才能感受到活著這件事嗎?

When can I scream so loud?



就像Ian Curtis所說

存在，有什麼意義？
我耗盡全力地生存，但過去與未來混淆不清，而現在失去控制…
─ Ian Curtis (1956-1980)

昨天睡了一圈還不夠起來就看搖滾世代還是很想睡!!

在搖滾世代Glastonbury看到Pulp現場真的很讚萬人合唱Common People
在當時或是現在都很容易引起共鳴吧!!
片中Melanie唱著"please buy one,it will make you peace"整個很感動她那種簡單又直接的聲音
當然還有我最愛的coldplay!!chris禿了還是這麼帥阿!!





整部片講到英國這個地方的關於宗教還有音樂祭的歷史
嬉皮與浪人還有反戰反核反社會我覺得很多東西在理頭也有多元的藝術
很多人搭著帳棚完成這場活動感覺很有成就感
在那邊有許多愛音樂也很美好忘記了原本身在現實中的煩悶與無奈
不過嗑藥就不太好還有那些隨地小便的是豬嗎??
而且我怎麼沒有看到布勒跟電台頭?
可能是我邊度咕邊看吧!有時間再來看一遍好了不過前面那個大鬍子麥克真的話很多有點悶哈哈!!

Common People

She came from Greece, she had a thirst for knowledge
She studied sculpture at Saint Martin's College
That's where I caught her eye
She told me that her Dad was loaded
I said "In that case I'll have rum and coca-cola
She said "fine"
And then in 30 seconds time she said
"I want to live like common people
I want to do whatever common people do
I want to sleep with common people
I want to sleep with common people like you"
Well what else could I do?
I said "I'll see what I can do"

I took her to a supermarket
I don't know why
but I had to start it somewhere
so it started there
I said "pretend you've got no money"
but she just laughed
and said "oh you're so funny"
I said "Yeah
Well I can't see anyone else smiling in here
Are you sure

you want to live like common people
you want to see whatever common people see
you want to sleep with common people
you want to sleep with common people like me?"
But she didn't understand
she just smiled and held my hand

Rent a flat above a shop
Cut your hair and get a job
Smoke some fags and play some pool
Pretend you never went to school
But still you'll never get it right
'cos when you're laid in bed at night
watching roaches climb the wall
if you called your dad he could stop it all yeah

You'll never live like common people
You'll never do whatever common people do
You'll never fail like common people
You'll never watch your life slide out of view
and then dance and drink and screw
because there's nothing else to do

Sing along with the common people
Sing along and it might just get you through
Laugh along with the common people
Laugh along although they're laughing at you
and the stupid things that you do
because you think that poor is cool

Like a dog lying in a corner
they will bite you and never warn you
Look out
they'll tear your insides out
'cos everybody hates a tourist
especially one who thinks
it's all such a laugh
yeah and the chip stain's grease
will come out in the bath

You will never understand
how it feels to live your life
with no meaning or control
and with nowhere left to go
You are amazed that they exist
and they burn so bright
whilst you can only wonder why
Rent a flat above a shop
Cut your hair and get a job

Smoke some fags and play some pool
Pretend you never went to school
But still you'll never get it right
'cause when you're laid in bed at night
watching roaches climb the wall
if you called your dad he could stop it all
yeah

You'll never live like common people
You'll never do whatever common people do
You'll never fail like common people
You'll never watch your life slide out of view
and then dance and drink and screw
'because there's nothing else to do
I want to live with common people like you....

Travis - Flowers In The Window

以前聽到都覺得很美好事情沒有這麼糟
現在聽卻掉下眼淚難道是了解了殘酷面以後已經不相信所謂事實了嗎？
看到聽到也不具真實性
現在的人都不怕雷劈也不怕被車撞
還吐的出什麼真話？
就像ＭＶ一樣看到的現實面還是自己認知的才對？
不是我要失眠
真的無法入睡
尤其是今天。

Real Emotional Trash這張專輯讓我心情大好！

這首是這張專輯聽的第一首，播放20次



真的是相當做自己的一名男子!



這首很妙!!BON!BON!BON!


這張08年新作不是讓人期待而已

真的很棒!專輯同名曲Real Emotional Trash 10分09秒

也是最近晚上必聽的

everybody talk everybody listen nobody feel....


另一首Gardenia也相當不錯
雖然實在不懂他講什麼哈哈哈!!!well you are a gardenia???這是什麼花沒看過


很妙!



最後再來個同場加映(噗!學人精)




這是之前PO過的Jenny & The Ess-Dog
你看看他現場有多麼脫序!!
大麻真的不能長呼阿!!哈哈哈!!




可愛極了!超有才華阿!
我想嫁給他很有趣!




拱拱拱!!你真的讓我笑翻了!!!史迪芬!!!so cute!!!